Dazed

hi y'all!
As you can imagine, I'm dazed but completely confused at all of what's happened in the last 24 hours.
Here I am, sitting with some Japanese sisters we had intended to meet for some Jeju sightseeing, all dumbfounded by the fortunate stroke of good luck that somehow....someway.... we all managed to find ourselves here, right here, exactly where our beloved YJ plan to be tomorrow!!
I've had a terribly, terribly rough travelling day and haven't eaten since breakfast, haven't slept much for a while - don't seem to be able to muster to much more energy here to react anymore....No, I'm not fishing for sympathy. I am just feeling a little odd all over. So, it really isn't like me to be this way - I'm usually better at dealing with "stress" than this, but my hands are literally shaking as this moment as I struggle to grapple with my thoughts......help me, dear heavens...........

Anyway, I haven't too much concrete news...but just want to share some details with you. Eventhough it's not the most substantive, I'm sure you'd want to hear every little detail.
For a while, before all the news confirmation on Quilt.....all I know is that once Mr. Choi Min Soo checked into Lotte Hotel earlier tonight here in Jeju, everything was confirmed in our minds.
Despite the short notice, there has been a few small organized Japanese tour groups arriving here tonight - amazingly fast action, if I may say so!
There has been conflicting news about BYJ having departed Incheon airport earlier this am, but just literally a very short while ago, Manager Yang walked right by the lobby (sob, sob - my back was faced to him and did not see him come in) - he was swarmed by some sisters. My good pal screamed for me, but by the time I caught up, he had already entered the elevator . I heard him tell the other sisters that BYJ is in fact not here yet, but will come tomorrow. As the other sisters were Japanese, he was communicating fairly simply , so he kept saying, "no, tomorrow.........no, tomorrow." So I imagined that's what he meant. We'll see what we see when the BYJ photos from the airport appear tomorrow I guess.
For bb's intent and purposes (haha) , yes - he was extremely dashing! Just exactly like the way you remembered him! He's in faded jeans with torn hems (cool!) with a black jacket zipped all the way up, 2 front pockets with silver knob details, and white sneakers. Although casually dressed, his face is stiff and all serious tonight. Thought you'd all want to know.

Myosanbong Tourist area, the supposed site of the ceremony and shooting, is an amazing bear to find. Despite all the photos posted by sisters, most sisters here have no clue how to find it. Even the locals, hotel staff have been perplexed. The concierge tried calling one taxi driver after another, and even most taxi drivers have said they weren't sure.

Wonder how we will be able to cancel out of our tour group tomorrow? Should we even try?
Wonder if we'd be able to find the location for the ceremony even if we did?
Like i said earlier,
Dear heavens, please help me..........
Please...................

(Not sure when, if I'll have a chance to blog again due to the arm & leg they charge for computer access here, but I'll do my best to share........)
Love,
m